Author: murphyisgrey

fuck. I still love you            a small part of me wishes I don’t but a bigger part wishes you did

I would we were still friends  I wish I could trust you and lean on you  I know that you don’t want to be my friend but unfortunately you’re the only person I feel comfortable speaking to My sister asked me if I was sober and okay – and I lied to her  / It’s…

It’s easier to have cognitive dissonance about your own negative behavior when you don’t remember it

What do I do How do I be happy  How do I not Do the things that – don’t – make me happy How do I be one. One of those happy bitches You know The bombshell ones Blonde hair, blue eyes, never weigh over 120 Always down for a good time  Breaking hearts, taking…